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I hate you guys

I have only one thing to say.
I'm terribly dissapointed in you guys... I'm not getting the support I was hoping for.
Forget it... I knew it. My blog was never interesting anyway.
Just forget it.
It's terrible, okay? It's terrible.
And as I'm writing now, I bet no one is reading it anyway.
WooHoo *sarcasm*
Who cares about what I have to say right? Yeah, who cares?
Idiots, never listen. You will never understand.

Sorry

Hey guys... it's been a while... holidays are coming soon, yay...
wow, it's so quiet... c'mon people, give me a little response!

Whatever... look, i'm just feeling guilty an' wanna apologize to all my friends i've offended lately...

Sorry you guys... I'm not quiet in a good mood lately... yea, sorry if i've been cold towards you.

I've just spent a little too much time alone and forgotten the wonders of having a warm company. Puberty... I think that's what's gotten into me, i'm more sensitive. Don't worry...

sigh... I get over this depressed mood fast. So just hang in there, I'll eventually not act badly towards you... i think...

forgive me, please... and thank you...

In a nutshell

just some cute graphics... let the graphics speak for me!


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One of the BEST time of my high school life

hey hey hey... I'm feelin' great...

You see, yesterday night was our Form Five Farewell Party... Yup... I had a blast... Chatted and joked with my friends... yea...

Oh, we also did a performance... it was GREAT... my first time on stage... i might not be in the spotlight... but i was on stage... singing... well, not alone... but yea, this is all new to me...

It was great! It was awesome! I felt like I was a part of the 'family', I felt like i belonged there.... yes...

but then, later... nearing the end of the Party, it was time for the Seniors to give speeches... touching ones.... then i realized, this is really 'good bye'... I'll miss them... They are the ones who taught me... they are the BEST!

But hey, we can still keep in touch online... so it's not that bad...

yea, back to the party, everyone was happy, and sad at the same time... the fact that all the members are here tonight, together, just gives you a very warm feeling... but it's a farewell party which means good bye... our path might not every cross again... gosh, that's a bummer...

whatever.... *blinking the tears back

sooo, during the party, I accompanied my friend to the toilet... thank goodness the distance between the hall and the restroom was short... 'cause it was dark... which made me think... i'll have to walk around the school in the middle of the night like a guard when I take part in the St. John annual camp... scary... well, at least i won't have to do it alone..

I CAN'T WAIT 'TILL THE ST.JOHN ANNUAL CAMP!!!

LOVING ST. JOHN, YEAH!

Exam are over

Hola~
yes, it's been a while since my last post.
Exams are finally over!
Now i'm free to do what ever I want. YeAh, yEaH~

I'd jump up and dance like crazy, but i don't want people staring at me...

LOL.... Exams are over... Freedom... Yeah....
But now i'm worried about my results...

If I did badly...

The reason is: I didn't study enough...

My excuse are:

1. I had to sit for St. John exam around three weeks b4 the exam, so i had to study Home nursing instead of other school subjects...
2. I'm lazy
3. I fell sick right after I sat for the S.J. exam
4. I hate to study
5. I thought the exam would come later
6. I always study at the eleventh hour

well, that's all.... now you know...

Ironic, Just Plain IRONIC

Guess what? I took my Home-Nursing exam... Made a few committees laughed... that's a good thing, right?

what really happened was that I was suppose to throw the used cotton wool into one, take note, just one gallipot (A small pot... around the size of a Chinese tea cup... a bit larger... and made of metal). But, because I was nervous, I threw the first cotton wool into one gallipot, and the second one into another gallipot. That makes it two gallipots.

Shock!

I realized my mistake! OMG! My eyes widen, the committees looked at me. I did an act too fast to be thought through-- I used my bare hands to remove the cotton wool from one gallipot and throw it into another one... so now there's one empty gallipot and one containing cotton wool.

They laughed... I did too...

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Nothing Ironic yet, you say?

well, just keep reading....

let's see....
Saturday, Home-Nursing exam...
Saturday night, high fever...
Sunday, extreme head-ache, high fever, whole body ache

see the connection? First, I went for the exam to test my knowledge on treating sick patient. Then later,I became the sick patient and needed someone else to treat me... Ironic

sick... with terrible head-ache... couldn't study... it was torture!!! But I told myself that I have to finish my homework...

so, i did my homework and suffer the occasional jerking of nerve in my head... Painful... Agony...

I feel so lost... Final exam are coming.. I'm not prepared... So insecure... so unconfident... so sick... so scared... so-so crushed....

oh yeah, the only reason I'm able to be typing here is because my headache has ceased... and how? Obviously, I took medicine... he he...

let me tell you, swallowing pills isn't easy! Especially those big ones. Jeez... it's about one cm measured from the middle... (sorry i don't know how they use to measure a circle) but it's big, trust me...

it got stuck half way down my throat sometimes... once, it got caught at the back of my tongue, and couldn't swallow it, so i had to -i dunno how i did it- push it back up into my mouth and swallow it again... yes, EEWW!! But i bet the only reason i was able to swallow it that time was because it had already dissolve a bit so it's smaller... ha ha... eww...

hey, i don't have to take the wrong medicine to kill myself, i could just be choked by a pill to big to be swallowed... that homicidal doctor... lol, joking....

sigh... right.. since there's no more head splitting head ache, i better hit the books... Bye~

Spin, spin, spin

OK, i don't know what exactly to name this topic... so, just read and you'll know what I'm talking about.

First of all, i feel it's just so unfair...
Somebody have flawless skin, big beautiful eyes, pinkish cheeks, perfect body size, great attitude, amazing knowledge and they just seem to have everything.

Every times I see this type of people, I find my self comparing me to them. And what was the results? Obviously, they were better than me at almost everything.

I'd feel sad, depressed, slightly angry of myself... oh, yeah, don't forget, I'd get really, really jealous! This is just so upsetting... I'd think, 'Oh, how great it would have been if I am her...' or something like that.

But then, lately, I think I've developed a sense of self-confidence... Yes, now, whenever I think like that, I'd automatically reply that thought by saying: 'No, if I was that person, I'd never get the chance to be me, and I wouldn't be where I am today...' or 'But my friends like me this way, if I'm her, they might not like me...'

So I might not be miss perfect, so I might not be a genius, but I am me. I might not have accomplished something big... but at least I'm still able to accomplish a few small task in my daily life... and that's satisfying enough for me...
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It's a very sad feeling, you know, when we pay so much attention to them, when we really wanna get to know them, when we really, really like them, but they seem to just ignore us.

It's not their fault. They don't even know that we like them. They might not know that we exist. There's just so many of us, they don't necessarily have to pick us as their friend or something...

But still... It's terrible feeling. We give them our one hundred and one percent of attention, we do everything in our will to get them to know us... but they didn't even notice our effort, they simply just carry on with what duty they were given...

Maybe it's because we haven't spent enough time together, maybe they think they couldn't trust us cause we're just acquaintance....

They have the liberty to choose who they want to hang out with. They've got the right to say that they don't want to spent time with us. We can't argue with that, it's their choice. We'll just have to face the fact...

They have the right to choose, and so do we... If they don't like us, we'll have to move on, to find another person to befriends with....

We can't blame them... It's not their fault. It's not ours either. It's just simply how things work out...

But, if they didn't say they don't want to see us, I believe that means there's still chance to develop this relationship...

so I'm going to work hard, I'm going to try my best to get to know her better, I want her to notice me. I don't want to be known as just another junior, but Wan Hsin, who works hard and deserved what she earned...

and to everyone out there, work hard too, for your special someone

Every 'hello' comes a 'goodbye'

For every 'hello' comes a 'Goodbye'....
It's only natural that we would leave someday...

either it's to futher our study, or for the sake of our jobs, or just our time to go... we will have to leave one day...
and when that day comes, we have to be brave, we have to pluck up our courage to say 'Goodbye'

It's a terrible feeling....

There was a school holiday recently.... and my cousins came to visit us....
I was more than thrilled... we only get to visit each other, like, twice a year...

and we get along great, dispite our age difference...

but the whole time they were here, i never asked them when they were going home... it was pretty obvious, they would be going home after a week, i didn't want to think about it...

but as the day passes, their time to go home approaches...

that Sunday, we sent them to Penang.... at the airport, when they were checking in, I felt so sad, i imagined life at home without them, i wasn't a nice picture...

and then, when it was time for us to separate our path, i watch as they leave, as they walk further, and we weren't able to follow...

i almost cry... but i held back my tears
i felt so empty... i already miss them...

"Goodbye"

but i wasn't so bad... when i got home, we chatted online with them... i was nice to talk to them again... really....

and don't forget, the next big school holiday, we will go back to visit them! who knows? Maybe we will go for a trip somewhere...

ending a stressful week

The weekend is here! Sadly.... i have tution and St. John meeting... Our advisor is leaving school to futher her studies... *Sigh so sad...

Today is also report card day. I got 2nd place in class and 43rd in the whole form.... that's pretty good, isn't it? Cheers to me! YAY!

ah... ha ha.... been busy with my geography project.... just handed it up today.... so now I'm free! ....and sort of bored.... i realised i have no goal, no vision, i have no idea of my future.... Just doing what I have to do now.... That's not good, I need an aspiration or something..... when will it come to me?! I'm waiting! Come on, I need some force to push me forward!

ha.... other than that.... i don't think i have anything to say.... so, have a nice day, all you viewers!

hoiday

hi all!
Guess where I am now? Yup, I'm in Bangkok, Thailand.

Sawadee kah!

Yesterday, my mom brought me to one of those busy markets. When I say busy market, I mean it. I practically had to squeeze my way through the crowds. My mom kept telling me to hold her tighly, she was afraid I'd get lost. Yes, I felt like a little girl, holding onto my mom's hand and following her around.

It's was also very hot because there was so much people. I could hardly breath. I started complaining that people were breathing my air although I knew very well the air was for everyone...... I guess I was just being grumpy.

To be honest, I'm not the type that likes going out of the house. But yesterday was pretty fun! And my legs weren't as tired as I thought I would be. My body needed the exercise anyway. Plus, I got myself two shirt with cute pictures on it and a nice skirt too.

Now all I have to worry about is presents for my buddies and my little sister. Hmmm... what would they want? I'll have to do more shopping.

And my homeworks! I'm lost, so lost. I don't know how to do my homework, help! I hate homeworks!

Moving on, I got good news from my good friend, Winnie, that St.John meeting this Saturday is cancled. It was like a miracle. I was so happy!

Lar kon! (Good bye!)